every beat of my heart

Friday, February 23, 2007 @1:07 PM

God You made me see today
I'm living for a higher purpose.
The tunes may be the same, but the presence is different.
The heart is different.
And this heart plays for You only.

Thursday, February 08, 2007 @12:53 PM

Whatever happens, I guess we just have to know and just have to know and just have to know in our hearts, that conviction, that truth, that faith, that God will pull us through. It's just so simple.. why is it so hard to catch sometimes?

Lord let me fear You even more.. a holy fear.

Change this atmosphere, up this temperature. Lets be totally in.

It's gonna be a year of acceleration- Jesus, take the wheel.

Thursday, December 21, 2006 @1:15 AM

Today I learnt alot. I'm blown away. I can't describe how I feel entirely because it's just an intangible thing, yet tangible. It's about the feel, the flow, the love.

Sometimes we just live life as it goes and as we go on, sometimes even getting immune to the things happening around us. Things that are not normal become normal. Things that are so wrong become an okay to us. What's happening? What has caused this dilution? Gosh.

Let's stick to the narrow path, keep our heads on. Most importantly, guard our hearts. The purity, the genuine and sincere heart. It's all about the heart. It's not about me. Others.

Saturday, December 16, 2006 @3:41 PM

God I'm so glad to have You in my life. You dispel all my fears. You're with me whenever I'm down and out. Even when people don't understand after how hard I try, You know. If I never knew You, I can't imagine what life will be like. Thank You Lord for always being there. Thank You for Your everlasting love. Thank You for Your comfort and refuge. Thank You. Take it all Father, all my hurts and disappointments, and use them according to Your will. I love You.

Thursday, December 14, 2006 @5:52 AM

Wow. I never fail to be amazed by God. His ways are so unpredictabily surprising sometimes that I just get so blown away. His thoughts are indeed higher than ours! And He always protect us. Not just in one area of our life but everything - finances, time, physcially... It's just amazing to have a father like God! I can just know and be secured in the faith that He has his hand upon me. (:

Last night I was struggling to keep awake so that I could prac on my create piece. However, while waiting for my bro to finish using the com so that I could print my scores, I decided to sleep first and wake at like 2 3 am to prac since he never seemed like he was moving any further from the com. But at 2 3 am, I didn't wake! So what happened? God woke me up! And so here I am blogging at like 5AM (pls note that this is an extrememly rare time for my awaking) and I don't even feel the least bit sleepy. In fact, I feel so wide awake now! I'm not mad, it just happened. HAHA! God's just amazing ;)

Saturday, December 09, 2006 @9:16 AM

Dear God,

Although words cannot fully express my gratitude, thank You... thank You for saving me. I never knew what love or family was, but now I know. Suddenly life has a whole new meaning to me and suddenly laughter and smiles become so real everyday. It's true, so true.. as true as Your love is.

Your love knows no bounds nor limits. The gift of life, the sacrifice You made.. It's all about love, unconditional love.

Although my love for You may never match that of Yours, I pray that the spark in me will never never die. I pray that I'll love You more each and every day, that I'll draw nearer to You and in that You will reveal more of Yourself to me. Let me serve You, and in that my acts may glorify You.

Let my heart grow bigger this season. Let my giving increase. Let my character be moulded by You. Let my talents be used for You. Change me Lord, that I may serve better and be a testimony of Your name.

I love Your presence.

Here I stand in wide-open wonder amazed, at the glory of You.

Thank You Lord.. thank You for saving me.

Love,
Chi Wen

Tuesday, October 03, 2006 @10:12 PM

It's funny how we can get so caught up in the world and it's ever ongoing buzz that we forget what's really important in life. We get so confused that we start mixing everything up. It's always the same issue. Material stuff.. that's just the shell.

Sure we need the necessities like food, but food for the soul is so much more essential than that for the body.

I saw this couple at a hospital once. The husband was real fussy when it came to food, something like a nutritionist, just without the official status. He brought food for his wife, who was hospitalised and warded. However, his wife had no appetite at all and refused politely.

The guy became angry. He sat on the chair next to her in silent anger, face painted black from top down. I could see him seething from a distance, steam churning out from his head already.

The pale and frail-looking woman, in all of her skeleton-like frame, casually brought up subjects about the family, only to see her husband still boiling in the quiet. He did not speak a word in reply, but remained in his firm posture like an angry statue.

She bowed her head in confusion of distress and disappointment. With a slight sigh, she looked up at her husband once more, and with puffy red and watery eyes, said, "I miss all of you."